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February 14th, 2005

Hearts.

Kinuwento ni bluedolphin ng 10:58 PM . Ito ay stickied, favorite na kwento.


bluedolphin
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart untill the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine.

***

We're the king and queen of hearts
Hold me when the music starts
All my dreams came true
When I danced with you.

***

Maligayang araw ng mga puso.


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February 6th, 2011

Mad.

Kinuwento ni bluedolphin ng 12:05 AM sa Kwentong Drama


bluedolphin


I thought that the part after you get married was the hard one. But the preparations for the marriage are enough to try your patience. There's the usual hold-ups from the suppliers, of things not going the way you want them to be, the way they're supposed to be. Tensions run high because of it, and hurt someone else.

I really, really, really want to do what Ne-Yo says in his song. But I know that it would be impossible, because I need you to do your part as well. To realize that we're in this together, the best and the worst. That I stay by your side quietly, while you vent out your frustrations, whether at me or against the world. I am your shock-absorber. But sometimes, I get tired and frustrated, too. And my walls get thin, because your words could hurt.

Maybe the reason why I couldn't hold a grudge for a long time is because I tend to think things through. I try to see how it would be from your side, and it would clear my head on the situation. And then I would understand you and the things that you do and say. But I hate that I do this sometimes, because then I would be the one left apologizing, rationalizing things. I wanted to hold on to something, because I wanted to feel that I wasn't the one at fault. I know it's not right, but sometimes I wanted to feel that I was the one being wooed...

It's going to be another week of hell, of waiting, of hoping.

I'm still here, though. Always will be.


♫ Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby, can we make up now
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me,
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me,
Oh no no no ♪


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January 19th, 2011

The Return.

Kinuwento ni bluedolphin ng 10:34 PM sa Kwentong Drama


bluedolphin

Long time, no see, my friend.

I'm feeling melancholic today, and I had this sudden feeling to spill my guts. And since I can't talk to someone, I decided to visit my blog. It's been gathering a bit of dust already. Okay, a lot. But I'm glad to see that some--if not most--of my Tabulas friends are still loyal to their own journals. I felt a sense of homecoming.

So, what's new?



I'm getting married in two months' time. *hurrah!* It's to the same guy that took up most of my blog pages for the past years. We've been engaged since June. Can't hardly wait.



Hurtful truth or comforting lie.

If it were told to me, I'd pick the hurtful truth. For me, a lie is a lie no matter what. You confront the truth, then you decide what is to be done after. I'd rather take on Life like that than be faced with a bunch of sugar-coated lies. At least I'll know where I stand.



My grandma from my dad's side passed away just last night from stroke. Even though we aren't that close--I only see her once a year--it was a sad thing to hear. I was thinking before that even if my dad weren't able to see me on my wedding day, at least his mom would be present. Kinda like a proxy to the other branch of the family. But now, they're together Up there. My prayers are with her.



It's nice to look back on my past entries and reminisce on things that I've already forgotten.

Till next time.

 


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September 24th, 2009

Volvo.

Kinuwento ni bluedolphin ng 11:31 AM sa Kwentong Drama


bluedolphin

 

I had a dream last night. I was driving a Volvo on a normal evening after work. I got out somewhere for an unknown and still forgotten reason. I didn't lock the doors for some reason too. The next thing I saw--or didn't see--was the Volvo. The most probable reason is that it was stolen by somebody, but the most obvious thing was that it wasn't there where I left it anymore. All my things were inside--my laptop, my bag, cellphones, ATM cards, cash. I was close to crying already. And that was the point when I woke up.

 

I was uneasy after that, because I couldn't help but feel that the dream meant something more than it should--that I might lose something valuable to me if I don't take care of it the way it should be.

 

But who takes care of me? What I just wanted to feel is that I'm irreplaceable to somebody, just as that somebody is irreplaceable to me.

 

Sino nga ba ako?


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August 7th, 2008

Sorry.

Kinuwento ni bluedolphin ng 11:29 PM sa Kwentong Drama


bluedolphin

I lied to you. Can you forgive me?

 

 

 


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