And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart untill the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my valentine.

***
We're the king and queen of hearts
Hold me when the music starts
All my dreams came true
When I danced with you.

***
Maligayang araw ng mga puso.

 

I had a dream last night. I was driving a Volvo on a normal evening after work. I got out somewhere for an unknown and still forgotten reason. I didn't lock the doors for some reason too. The next thing I saw--or didn't see--was the Volvo. The most probable reason is that it was stolen by somebody, but the most obvious thing was that it wasn't there where I left it anymore. All my things were inside--my laptop, my bag, cellphones, ATM cards, cash. I was close to crying already. And that was the point when I woke up.

 

I was uneasy after that, because I couldn't help but feel that the dream meant something more than it should--that I might lose something valuable to me if I don't take care of it the way it should be.

 

But who takes care of me? What I just wanted to feel is that I'm irreplaceable to somebody, just as that somebody is irreplaceable to me.

 

Sino nga ba ako?

I lied to you. Can you forgive me?

 

 

 

He went to Chicago for work already. Though it's just for one month, I thought I wouldn't cry, because I didn't when we got to the airport. But then, things have their own way of happening; when I got home and was alone in my room already, after having unpacked his birthday gift for me (my birthday is still a month away)--an iPod Video Classic, 80GB--I cried. That's when I felt it.

I cried more when I listened to the single mp3 that was already in the iPod--Tony Bennett's The Way You Look Tonight.

Thank God for YM and online video calls.

Gusto kong makatanggap ng flowers.

Sana.